Some background info: I had gone to a party the night before. It was a birthday party where I mingled and got drunk. I also ended up smoking three cigarettes and I never smoke.
Dream: I wake up the next day (at the party) remembering that I’m pregnant. I’m pregnant and I had forgotten I was. I drank a shit ton too. I’m freaking out because of my baby so I get up quickly and look around. There are people looking at me not understanding what was wrong. I was in such shock and horror that I couldn’t speak.
It was the only time I had ever drank with the baby inside me so I was praying that because it was just this once nothing bad will happen to him/her. But I was still flipping out. I was being the worst mother in the world. (I have no idea who the father is either. I don’t think there’s a father I’m just pregnant.) I didn’t have a belly to show it, I just knew I was pregnant the moment I woke up after the party.
I had to go see a doctor immediately but first I look up the information on the internet to see the amount of damage I had caused.
That’s all I remember from the dream.
It’s strange because I want kids. I love kids. I’m 19 years old and I can picture myself with kids in the future. Three boys.
Waking up was a relief.