Nightmares and Daydreams

Background info: I have a rose plant growing in my back yard. But for some reason it keeps dying. It very rarely gets to bloom. I want to buy some new soil for it and nutrients but I don’t have the money at this time. I always feel sad when I watch it die so quickly. I also own two empty pots I’ve been thinking of putting it in.

Dream: I can’t remember the beginning of the dream. It was entirely different to this one:
I was in my backyard, the dream was being viewed from my eyes so I only saw my hands. They were desperately trying to save my flowers. I dug a hole in the ground and started pouring that soil into an empty pot.
For a moment I was asleep in my own dream. I was conscious of the fact that I was dreaming. Instead of seeing what I was doing I could feel my hands grabbing soil and shoving it in the pot hurriedly. As if I was sleep walking.
I placed my rose plant in the pot and was happy when I was finished. I had done everything I can to save it and now I just had to wait.

This is all I remember.

Background info: Noah is a guy I dated for a short period of time. Do I still have romantic feelings for him? no. But he did get me pregnant. No I didn’t have the kid. But how do you expect me to feel about him with everything that has happened?

Dream:
I was at a party (although it was more of a get together) at a girls house. I think her name was Alexa (I don’t know an Alexa in real life). The house was huge. It had everything you could imagine. Everyone was smoking pot and drinking. There wasn’t that many of us. Suddenly we see cop lights outside our window. Everyone freaks.
I run to my car and Noah is with me. I get into my car and I realize that I have to back up. I’m terrible at reversing straight. In real life AND in my dream.
My car was parked next to the enourmous pool that Alexa had. I begin to reverse and go straight into the pool! I am so unbeliveably heartbroken and freaking out because of my car. It was like the titanic happened except I was worried about the car not my life. I was in a pool. 
Somehow I end up getting my car out of the pool in that same instance. Like I had gotten 90% of it wet and then immediately taken it out. I’m crying because I no longer have a car and we’re all about to get sent to jail.
Noah tells me to calm down. That the car is totally fixable. He gets to work on it. I don’t remember exactly what he did but it involved grease. My car is fixed. We have to escape the cops (Clearly time isn’t a problem in this dream) and we drive away from the house into an open field.
In the field there are a bunch of women walking. They are all fortune tellers and each one of them is mumbling about the future as they watch me and Noah drive anway in my car. (I can’t remember what any of them said)
We did not get caught by the police.

And here’s where I wake up.

Background info: This is an old dream that I haven’t posted because I wasn’t sure whether or not I wanted to remember it.
I dated a guy named Noah for a few months. He got me pregnant. I had gone to a party and drank booze and smoked a cigarette. It was after the cigarette that I knew I was pregnant because I had never felt so nauseus in my life. I was worried about the kid inside me…although I knew what my decison was already. 
I had an abortion. Before I had the abortion I had the same dream over and over again.

Dream:
I’m inside what looks like my home. I’m kneeling on one knee and my hands are softly gripping the arms of a boy. A boy who I had to get down on one knee in order to see his face. We were talking. He was telling me about his day. He looked so much like Noah. I knew him so well. He was my son… He might have looked like his father but he had my personality. He smiled and laughed like I did and questioned the world the same way I did.
It was a boy. I knew it was a boy.

p.s those of you who are following me. Remember this dream: http://saritasdreams.tumblr.com/post/16650914912/pregnant
take a look at the date. Doesn’t it sound A LOT like my background info? premoniton much?

Dream:
I could time travel.
I time traveled into the year 3044 I believe. Everything looked pretty much the same except for the cars. Their cars didn’t have wheels and were bright colors. Very futuristic (haha).I had walked into a party full of teenagers and it was new years eve. I wasn’t sure what the year was so I asked, “Happy New year it’s going to be…?” and a guy sitting on the floor with his friends answered me “3045!” I was on the phone with my friend Noah the entire time who was back in the year 2012. Of course that doesn’t make any sense. I was telling him all about the future over the phone and as I walked through the front lawn of the house party I saw a girl and my eyes lit up
“Did they legalize marijuana yet?” The girl looked at me and answered “No not yet they’ll be deciding that this year.” Damn.
I told all of this to Noah over the phone.
The dream changes:
My father decides to go away for a weekend and I take this opportunity to sneak off to Tallahassee to visit my friends. However I’m paranoid the entire time because he might call me and I’ll have to lie to him. I went to Tallahassee and only got to see Drew at his place. Which was strange because Drew and I were never really friends. I knew all my other friends where busy doing film school work so I decided to go home a day early. It was a good thing too because my dad had also gotten home a day early. I got away with it but I still hadn’t gotten to see my friends.
Back to the dream of time travel:
I knew I had the power to time travel. I would walk around school with this knowledge and there were days where some kids had court. They would have to stand in front of a judge and hope they aren’t sentenced to jail. Who was our lawyer? Obama. He was like the principal of the school and the school had to fool the judge into thinking we were all innocent. I would just watch. There was an opposing team because for some reason we would mess up and it wasn’t our fault. We did everything according to plan meaning someone was messing with us. I wish I could remember the hearing better but a girl was accused of something and she got away with it. My father said “she doesn’t look like a girl who smokes marijuana”  Which is what she had gotten away with. This irritated me because this girl smoked more than all of us put together.
It was time for class, I had about an hour to get there and for some reason I was wearing heels. Meaning I had better start walking because it would take me forever. I took baby steps and on my way ran into a teacher. I fell on the stairs and got sleepy while she was in front of me speaking to me. I don’t remember what she was saying except that there was a floating pen right next to her. “You can levitate” I mumble. She isn’t taken aback by her ability however she does put the pen away.
I tell her I can time travel. I don’t remember her reaction; just her walking away. At some point I call a friend and tell him that our teacher can make things levitate. He already knows this and tells me if I met “something” (I cant remember what it is, it could have been the teachers pet) but I remember dreaming of this black creature with a face. Scary. Whatever it is I hadn’t met it and didn’t want to.

Then my alarm woke me up. Time for work. 

Dream:
I was at a school. A school for people who are depressed. It was very open, there was a little patio with palm trees all around. I remember making a few friends there and we would cry about everything. One of my friends left and after crying about it we found out she left to live a better life. She moved on from the miserable place we were in to become a nurse. The place was a school so I had to go to an office to choose my classes. I sat down with my laptop in one hand and the school councelor sitting beside me. He took my laptop and upgraded many things to it. For some reason I told him I wanted to get my hair on my body removed by doing the laser hair removal. He told me he knew exactly where to find the person to do it. He continued typing on my computer and told me to go to another room where the person who would be removing my hair would be waiting for me.
I obey his orders and find myself sitting on a table with a bed sheet covering me. A guy walks in. I’m not immediately attracted to him until he begins to talk. He makes jokes while he sets up his things. He begins with my legs putting cream on them and takes out a little device thats going to remove my hair.
“will it hurt?”
“Yea”
He begins to apply it to my skin but instead of getting hurt I was getting tickled. He stopped at my legs and put his things back saying we had to wait a while until we could do it again. I recall that the device isn’t a laser hair removal.
“Doesn’t it grow back in twenty days?”
He had removed my hair but not forever and I knew this.
“Not the second time around it wont.”
For some reason I end up hanging out with him. We get in his car and drive North to where I’ve never been before. (I have my clothes back on btw) I think we went to a park and I had introduced myself as Sara to someone. When we left he brought me back to his house.
His friend came over and I introduced myself as Sarita. I could tell this confused my friend. I went inside the house to find his sister who had an amputated leg, at the end of that leg was half a bowling ball. As if she had cut a hollow bowling ball in half and placed half of it at the end of her amputated leg.
I hear his mother but I don’t see her. She mentions the baby she lost and I look around to find an empty crib. This makes me sad. I hear my friend talking to his mom and then murmur my name.
“Sarita…” I smile. He knows that’s what I liked to be called.
I look around to see stairs that go up and down. (As if one’s to a basement and the other to the second floor)
My friend is making me feel completely comfortable, I begin to like him more and more. I’m not in love with him or anything but he’s great to be around.
He suddenly becomes quite handsome. The moment I saw him I noticed his green (or blue) eyes. I was falling for his charm and he had let me into his world.
I begin to explore the house (or apartment? I don’t even know anymore) while he starts to set up the equipment to continue removing my hair permanently. It then occurs to me that in order for him to finish I have to be naked. The thought of it makes me blush and thoughts of us having sex creep into my mind. I decide that I don’t mind at all if that happens.
The house has huge rooms with wooden floors. The rooms are empty. I turn to find myself shocked.
There is a wall across the two rooms and on that wall is a staircase. It isn’t going up or down it’s going through the wall. At the end of it I could see the opening to another room. But how in the world are you suppose to walk a flat staircase? I’m about to make my attempt when suddenly.

I wake up. To my father knocking at the door. “Wake up you have to go to work” 

I had a dream that an alien came to Earth and changed it’s physical appearance to my mom. I knew it wasn’t my mom so I demanded the alien to tell me where my real mom was. The alien actually took form of my mom pregnant (no she is not pregnant in real life). The alien wouldn’t tell me where she was so I started to hit it with everything I had; even it’s pregnant stomach (whether the alien was really pregnant or not I didn’t know). This is all I remember.

Dream: I think I was throwing a party. Everyone was dancing and there was this guy who I knew liked me. The thing is he looked like a little kid so I payed no attention to him. I danced and flirted with other guys. I recognized someone from my high school and ended up giving him a long hug. The entire time the little kid was on my mind. I knew he wasn’t as young as he looked but its still bothered me.
At one point I wanted to sit down and there was a dining room table pressed up against the wall. I had a conversation with my roommates friend about how we couldn’t sit on the chairs against the wall because otherwise we wouldn’t be able to get out.
The kid enters the room and at this point I get a closer look at him. I’m suddenly filled with shock because when I look at his face not only do I see his true age (which is the same as mine) but how unbelievably good looking he is. The last thing I remember is that is that moment I fell in love with him.

Dream:
I am a little girl again sitting at the edge of a small lake with what feels like a hundred other little kids around me. I find something flat on the ground and decide to make a raft carrying a bunch of little things including candy. I think the candy is peanut M&M’s. Somehow I want to share this candy with the girl next to me so I push the raft out into the lake and it goes around in one big circle back to me and the girl. The candy is now soaking wet but we still eat it.
I get up, I think I’m at a summer camp, and as I walk away from the lake I see a snake on the ground. A large one, but it isn’t moving so I’m not sure if it’s dead.
This is all I remember. 

Dream: I was at school and I had just gotten out of class. I go into a class that isn’t mine knowing that you’re in it. I lay down and begin to fall asleep. You wake me up by stroking the back of my neck with your nose. I turn around with my eyes still closed knowing it’s you and then we’re having sex (it was really good sex). When I open my eyes I see your face clear as day. Your blue eyes staring back at me. I am shocked that this is happening with you. When it’s over you say something like “where can we do this again” I smile and say “we’re just going to have to find places to do it in the school”. The teacher was upset. 
I go to a courtyard and my dad is next to me. He knows what happened because the teacher called him and told him. I’m waiting for a lecture but I don’t think I get one, all I can think about is you.
There’s another class coming up with a bathroom in it. I’m early so I sit down in the floor of the bathroom and begin to fall asleep again. A guy comes up to me asking me what I’m doing. I look at him and say “oh I’m in the guys bathroom aren’t I?” He nods and tells me the girls bathroom is on the other side. I was hoping to run into you the entire time. I go over to the girls bathroom.

This is all I remember.